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[31 Mar 2005|05:15pm] |
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WOW really good day.
::0 period with my weight training dudes::
::1st period with Katie marler my love <3::
::ditching for coffee…calling mrs cooper…hahah::
:: geometry with john and matt! Haha our talks about lesbians wow::
::lunch with ariana::
::show choir! Omggg I totally did not bomb my solo today. I was so nervous, but mrs stoten liked it and said it was good and wow that kinda made me really really really happy::
well yeah that’s it kinda condensed. Ha its almost spring break im pretty excited. Just a half day tomorrow! Yesss and im so not going to zero period tomorrow. Me and kyle are going for coffee instead haha heck yes. ooo yeah and cole, james, and frannie are in town for CISA and im excited to see them….and me and ryann and doing CISA...and briana provancha and megan magill from SDYC are staying at my house for it. and yeah…so if any of you are in long beach/alamitos bay from Saturday—Tuesday, look out into the ocean and if you see lotsa boats that’s us =)
have a good spring break everyone(I know I will)!
xoxo kels
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| good times, good times <3 |
[27 Mar 2005|12:53pm] |
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fucking crazy night..but who better to spend it with than the most gorgeous girl in the world, ANGELINA <333
here we go:
+movies+
+creepy guy+
+faked phone call+
+running like crazy+
+"he stole my safety pin off my pants!"+
+"can i buy you a free doubleshot? you look so familiar!"+
+fun times hiding in elevators+
+i hate boys pins+
+*hollywood superstars*+
+the creepy other guy following us+
+thinking every guy in a black shirt was him hahaha+
+the stupid couples+
+our resolution that boys are scum+
+pizza+
+my obese cats+
+old NDA year books...o damn ahha+
+sleep after a crazy ass night+
yesss what a night...i love angelina muchooo! and we will do that again..minus the crazy guys.
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<3xoxo kels<3
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ha yeaaah good day..here we go:
+zero period with kyle m, anne, and erin
+listening to kyle m’s tales of the fallout boy show (damn you)
+food with katie my love
+health and ALCOHOLISM because we are such ALCOHOLICS
+live from 205...in the studio…with AJ ahhh! Crazy kid…YOURE FIRED BITCH
+geometry…our formulas were written on the board. Thank you mr broughton for once
+luncccch with ariana, and the gang…..and GASPER..my HERO.
+psh I played slide with kyle v..who woulda known he could play SLIDE.
+show choir…haha we had a sub…and me and ariana and lauren all sat on the grass by the parking lot and talked…all 2 hours…instead of doing our solos wow we are such BAD people.
+eye appointment…wow I have terrible eyesight
+COMEDYSPORTZ! You guys are my favorite people…hahah matt was so cool he was like, “HEY JOHN! You and I are like…CSZ VIRGINS! We’ve never DONE IT before!” haha that was the greatest. And then john and the candybar…hey this extra large snickers is almost as big as my….nevermind. hahaaa yes what a night.
So yeah that was my day…it was pretty good…I survived being near the people I hate, had big laughs with friends, and ha this is going to be a good weekend…I can tell *wink*..yeah you know who you are.
xoxo kels
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wwwhyyyyy am i such a fuck-up? i dont even know what i want anymore. like. wow. one minute i want this, and the next minute im like oh wait no i want THIS. but i dont want ANY of this.........i want a normal life. you know, if summer came sooner, then id be a hell of a lot happier. school is too restricting.
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[22 Mar 2005|02:48pm] |
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well i sure as hell didnt see this coming..
last night i was typing and revising my sister's essay for her..and my mom comes downstairs and screams at both of us to get upstairs because shes turning off the computer. so i type faster and print the essay. my mom corners my sister, lectures her about procrastination, and puts her to tears. i just stay out of it and sit in my room. i then go to my sisters room to check on her and make sure shes okay. to my surprise, my sister is hysterically sobbing and i sit down to talk to her. she then shows me her left arm...which she has thoroughly slashed. i dont think ive ever cried so hard in my life. she then explains how shes been "pushed over the edge" and cant deal with things anymore and has been cutting for the past month. i didnt get into details with her because i was so sick to my stomach at seeing her cuts. i firmly explained to her that cutting was for cowards and that for her to cut was to be part of a lame and morbid trend of adolescents today.i told her that she was being too "trendy" and that she needed to find other outlets for her pain. sure i sound like a fucking shrink, but it HAS become a trend. people cut their wrists, cover them up with wristbands, and then it draws attention to them and people are supposed to feel sorry for them. i love my sister so much, and needed to do something about it so of course i told my mom and she dealt with it.
i seriously thought this was something LAST YEAR with my 8th grade class...but to find out that my 12 year old sister cuts? thats pretty disturbing. now, i know she would never ever want to kill herself, and that this was an obvious cry for attention, and it was definitely legit. i wont get into details...but she really has it tough. i just hope that she sees that self-inflicted pain is NOT the way to do things.
so yeah thats why i wasnt at school today. i was home with my sister..because neither of us was in any condition to go to school. and i didnt post this to have people feel sorry for me. i posted this because i want people who do cut to realize that it hurts the people around you more so than yourself, and that its the worst outlet for pain.
<3 kels
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| ..love life anyone? |
[21 Mar 2005|03:57pm] |
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i dont exactly have a love life at the moment so although it could sound weird...im just bored without one. its like...theres nothing to distract me, nothing to keep me up all night thinking, nothing to make me happy. its kinda crazy but i just feel like i need...a goal or something. i mean being without someone just leaves me empty. i mean sure ive got a few guys ive got my eye on...but come on, are they really attainable?
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...didnt think so
unless by some crazy miracle they know that i think theyre cute and i want to fuck them and then they feel the same way?
nope.
hahah i am SUCH a loserrr...but hey i mean dont tell me YOUVE never felt that way. haha anyway i guess you could say im just taking life as it comes at me...but right now nothing is fucking coming at me...and i want it to....badly.
yeah today was kinda lame. theres someone i really dont like at the moment....and uh yeah. enough said.
<3 kels
ps. i have a new cell, so send me all your numbers!
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[20 Mar 2005|05:04pm] |
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Time to update you all on my life...I'm back to journaling a lot...so expect updates quite often:
FEBRUARY
+open house performance
+valentines day with my girls
+weekend of Norris performances (aww arianna good times babe)
MARCH
+my party…really fun =)
+shadden with r-dawg
+dessert theatre
+my birthday..finally 15!
+show choir performance…hahahahaha
Yep…Good times <3
You know, I can truly say I love my life. I have amazing friends…who love me and accept me for who I am, a loving and supportive family, great teachers that are teaching me more than I’ve ever learned in my years of schooling, and I can say at the moment I’m genuinely happy. I mean, sure there are those bad days full of depression and tears, but so far those have been completely over-ridden by the days that I spend lunch laughing with my friends about absolutely nothing. All I can say is that PV is the best thing that’s ever happened to me.
Only thing I’m missing now…is a boy……and I think I’ve got my eye on someone =)
xoxo,
<3 kels
ps...heres some random pics
me and the love of my life, kristin =)
kate, allison, and kristin...too hot for words
allison and chloe..in my shower. enough said.
lindsey and erica...<3
jessica and me...so sweet =)
thats hot, steph =P
tashie and amanda!
no lying, you know those show choir dresses are hot.
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[06 Dec 2004|07:12pm] |
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[28 Nov 2004|09:48am] |
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mm i had a lovely weekend...lets see if i can remember the AWESOME details.
thursday
-woke up
-aunts house in long beach all day
-thanksgiving dinner with all the relatives
-boredom
friday
-woke up
-got all dressed up
-got on a yacht in newport beach
-performed
-suuuper cute bartender who knew i was underage and still gave me drinks
-back to aunts house in long beach
-supposed to go to a party but it got cancelled and then parents refused to drive me back home to a different party
-stuck with relatives all night
saturday
-shopping at fashion island
-got lotsa nice stuff -)
-frankie b pants for 59 bucks bitches (orig. price $189)
-raiiiin
-plans cancelled yet another night in a row (thanks mom)
-usc vs. nd game w/family...again...at aunts house in long beach
sounds fun huh. im extremely sorry to the people i cancelled on (matt & dunham)..i had absolutely no control over where i was going ugh...but yeah today im supposed to catch a movie later in the afternoon or something with some guys so yeah...i promise i wont cancel.
xoxo kels
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“Welcome to PV, bitch.” Yes I actually heard somebody say that in the PV mall last week. This caused immediate laughter, of course, but this phrase creates a link to a very important comparison. To step into a PV high school is like walking into a shitty soap opera that annoys you so badly you change the channel. There is a never-ending cycle of gossip, which the girls seem to require to breath. Even the boys are fueled from the latest “dish” and every piece of dirty information brings a temporary happiness, it seems. People are comforted to hear others’ flaws. Why is this? Perhaps it is to fill the void of a life without actual problems? I think so. Every week is the same routine, no matter how old it gets. We go “malling” on Friday nights, where we might see a movie or just “hang out”. I too am caught in this cycle, which I have no intention of breaking, but to observe. The mall is just another whirlpool of chaotic gossip. We all flock to this center of commerce because we know there will be plenty of people there. It is a form of entertainment to see what will unfold. Also there are always plenty of members of the opposite sex. This of course is where another flaw in our culture comes into play. It really is not so shocking to see problems in PV teen’s relationships, because most of us were raised in a world of workaholic fathers and trophy wives/mothers. In our world, however, it no longer requires real feelings of affection or attachment to a person for them stick their tongue down your throat. You will probably have a “hook up” or two in a weekend that you regard as nothing. There is no respect from either side, and all of us are just fine with this. Will these patterns of behavior follow us into adulthood? Is this what the next generation of adults will be like? Will the divorce rate increase even more? It is up to you generation X.
yah sounds pretty accurate to me...i didnt even realize the drama until i experienced it. damn.
(btw angelina wrote this and its SO damn true)
xoxo kels
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| .:.seXay bitches.:. |
[18 Nov 2004|04:27pm] |
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kristin and chloe sharing a special cookie on halloween lol.
i looove my seXay bitches so much. yesss chilling with kelley, chloe, kristin, and allison tomorrowww sweeeet. so yahh if you wana join us we're chilling at my place and then goin to the movies (i think ha). you can always calllll 872 4652 which is my hot n' steamy sex hotline that kristin and i run together. i know you call it every day.
mmmkay ive got a shitload of homework to do..and yes barret you count as homework. ugh and yes kelley, you too. oh hell if you want to be my homework just get in line. =P
xoxo kels
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4th place baby!
yeahh yesterday at a high school regatta in san diego AJ and i placed 4th overall out of 43 boats hell yesss. we kicked major ass lol. even though there was barely any wind..and we were at a disadvantage...we still managed to place top 5 how sweet is that. only sad thing was that top 3 get trophies and we missed a trophy by one place.. =( ha oh well im still glad that we got 4th....best that ive done in racing in a while.
ha and elise's hot abercrombie-ym last boy standing-sailor friend was there (actually hes my sailor friend dammit..hes on the SDYC racing team). he was running races...haha yeah parker shinn...no shirt...damn..lol
um ya not doing anything today..homework and stuff...call me up if you wanna chill.
HEY GO TO LIVEFROM205.COM and go under Missed Shows and click 11-12-04 and watch my pv idol elemination where i MADE IT!
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GO SEA KINGS
p a l o s // v e r d e s
pv homecoming on friday!
woohoo haha im excited.
i am sooo ready to party.
and we better beat el segundo.
vote maddie smith for queen!
see you all there on friday.
<3
oh ya my mom had a really bad panic attack today and scared me to death and had to go to the hospital so pray that she gets better =)
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i dont know why i update when i have absolutely nothing to say..
dont lie.
you all do it too.
update with details of your life to fill up a blank space.
yeah im guilty.
i actually thought people gave a shit about what i had to say.
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| i miss surfing |
[03 Nov 2004|07:40pm] |
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thats such a cool picture. i miss surfing =(. i swear i havent gone since like august.
i do go sailing every tuesday and thursday and weekends depending on practice days and regatta days...but its not the same as surfing dammit. if i only had time...and if my parents had only let me do surf pe! (they decided that i couldnt do it because the transportation schedule was too hard on my family in the mornings..total bs) anyway i gotta make time for it. i feel too white with my tan almost gone lol.
the week's half over hell yes. i think this weekend might be my chill/relax one. i have been going nonstop since july and NEED a break ahh.
<3
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thanks to matt h for the new layout =D
hes a genious with html haha
comment its beautiful
the sexay bitches are coming over
happy halloween everyone
<3 kels
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[30 Oct 2004|09:51am] |
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ha me and troy what a cutie! yah here are some pics from school yesterdayyyy we all dressed up..err most of us. i had fun in my costume. i made it through the day with only 2 people lifting my dress hahah...oh yeah and a comment by a senior asking me if i had stuffed my top with balloons cuz they looked so big. thanks sweetie theyre 100% real. anyway yeahhh last night was fun too i met chloes "brother" he is um shall we say EXTREMELY GOOD LOOKING and quite a pimp lol kelley. ha yeah so i think im chilling with maxxxxxx today and whoever else wants to tag along. much love enjoy the pics!
allison, kelley. vicki, chloe, angelina
ha ohhh boy its james.
yay its lara and catherine! aw those girls are so sweet.
can you believe it. hes wearing frankie bs.
*save a horse ride a cowboy*
<3 kels
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| ...stop fucking with my heart |
[25 Oct 2004|06:47pm] |
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i thought i was over it,
...but i guess i was wrong
its one of those things...where you think that you're finally over it and you're like YES IM FREE
...but its back..its back again to fuck with my heart.
this is how i crashed and burned last time, and just watch..its going to happen again.
i know you dont know you're doing it, but you've really got me bad.
...please let go?
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yessssssssssssssssssss (napoleon dynamite style hahah cienna)
i made pv idol bitches!
yah so this week was gooood i guess...rain was fun to play in...not too much homework...got a 100% on my powerpoint project...annnd yah so then thursday was pv idol auditions (its like american idol but for pvhs) and i was liek AHHH im so nervous..but max was a sweetie and came into the audition room with meee....and *drum roll please* i made it! so yahhh....10 out of like 25 of us made it so im allll excited. and its all taped and shown as a tv show at school.
so yah then tonight was dessert theater...damn i was at school from 7 45 am till 8 30 pm tonight..haha and again max, one of my greatest supporters (and the cutest kid EVER), stayed with me and the rest of the show choir the whole time...yah and thank you to all of my friends who came to the show and watched me!! =D luv you all! so yeahhh shopping with anne and max tomorrow! yes! much love to everyone.....
<3 kels
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| sweeeeeeeeeet. |
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holy fuck.
the show was so awesome.
im so glad i was there with angelina and allison =)
some asshole in the moshpit came at me and whacked his head in my face.
so now i have a busted lip.
which totally sucks.
but as angelina said, "its a free lip job!"
people at the show were so cool.
ive never had so much fun.
i am totally beat up and bruised.
lots of sweaty hot guys.
tbs was great.
adam is sex.
i called KROQ last night around 11 30.
they put me on the air.
i feel special.
i am tired as fuck.
my lip hurts.
cant wait to do it again.
<3 kels
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